There's Magic In These Moments

By Evan Sanders


Pressure.

Extreme pressure. The type of pressure that condenses you and shapes you into something different. The birth of kings. The birth of queens. The birth of something new.

Every once in a while your heart can be conflicted and turn into a place of fury. It sees no way to go and is constantly challenged to move ahead.

This is a huge pressure.

And it can build for a long time.

It can circulate through you like chaos itself. It will run over your chest and up your back, circulating, waiting for you to accept it.

It begs you to do whatever you need to do. It begs you to listen to it.

Your heart begs you to take action, to drop all of the decisions you've made before, to let everything that is toxic in your life fall away and to try something brand new.

I've not made that decision previously because I was scared to. Scared to dive into that place...

It's perfectly fine to never go back to the person you once were. It's perfectly fine to live in a completely new story and to change everything about yourself.

It's okay to change.

And yet it's such a strange feeling.

To know what you have right now is good but to be asked by something to drop that for something you cannot see, cannot even fathom or can hardly put into words...

And to run purely on faith that it's the right thing to do?

And to drop the fear.

Yet...

Even though you are running into the future blind, it doesn't feel at all unguided.

I'm here writing today, after days and days of thinking about all of this making a commitment to diving into all of it. My commitment goes beyond just writing these words...I've sealed it in many other ways.

But as I'm writing all of this right now, I know that there are going to be pieces of me that leave...

And step into something that will change your life. Never come back. Never look back.

Logic will tell you to stay in a comfortable place. Your heart will tell you to dive in and give it a shot.

Far past a simple understanding.

Leave your mind behind and follow your heart.

And trusting I'm headed right where I belong.




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